Fuck you, I'm an Unicorn

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January 2012

21 posts

I literally just spent all night talking my friend off the ledge. And by off the ledge, kept him awake after him taking 20 pills. It’s something I know he wouldn’t do for me, here I am at 6 in the morning. He finally fell asleep, but feels better about his life now. I guess I’m glad for it.

This was originally gonna be about me not being able to focus on one thing, therefore switching between Sin City and Fooly Cooly. But it’s all over my life, just going back an forth between two subjects all the time. Between careers, relationships, and even beliefs. Maybe I fear commitment, maybe I fear choosing the wrong choice, maybe I just like always having freedom. No matter what the...

Looking into volunteering around the world. The places that are really calling to me are China and Nepal. Does anyone have any thoughts?

I spend my days cleaning and baking, and my nights looking for random shit. This week I’ve been looking at plugs and pieces. I need new plugs for my ears, cause I’m using cheap acrylic plugs and they aren’t good for you. And I just want a new piece. I love Saria, but she gets used a lot. I want a Volcano, but am lacking in the $670 to buy one. I don’t want a bong at my...

I can’t handle this anymore. I’m stressed beyond belief and nothing is changing. Except I’m getting more stressed every day. I don’t have a job, I don’t see anyone, I don’t do anything except try for a job and listen to people who are tired of me. I’m done.

Made vegetarian pigs in a blanket and chai latte. Not bad.

One would think now that I have time to sleep, I would. But im finding myself sleeping less than ever, at stranger times even. If I sleep, its from 5-7 to 10-12 and that’s every day… I do miss sleeping.

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urcheonarts: This is an awesome band I have been working with recently. Urcheon is all about grassroots/DIY exposure for up-and-coming talent, so please take the time to check out a band from Manhattan/Bk NYC called DEPTHS. http://www.facebook.com/pages/Depths/148066655249183 Now I know you all have… Seem like good people

Tired. But not sleeping. Idk why though. In other news, why does it seem like every fire dungeon in Zelda is super easy?

Today I was proved wrong

drinkme-eatme: It’s possible for me to get high and dubstep is fucking dirty. I love it so much now. I’VE BEEN FUCKING TELLING YOU FOR MONTHS!

…Sierra Nevada Pale Ale! How did we not meet for such a long time? My life was so bland without you, and now you brighten up the days we get to meet. This is a love note to beer.

So me and tumblr

So I don’t post often, but I realize what’s the point of having a tumblr if I never post. Im not going to start posting pictures or anything generic like that. Im just going to try and post a little something here everyday.

Planned to meet up with someone tomorrow? Done Chatted to an old friend who I love to death? Done Made a possible future flame feel amazing? Done Sleep? Not gonna happen.

It’s legit. I’m posting it, it kinda...

Smoking away relationship issues? Yes, because I’m an adult. One day I’ll know what I mean when I say that.

I feel like I should say something about me losing my job. I love the people I worked with, I always will. They were absolutely amazing, and have stayed with me even though I’m no longer a conductor. I will always have my trolley family and they will always have me. Some of those friendships will fade, but some will continue for years to come. Most of them won’t get to see this cause...

Sitting around all night, waiting for this girl… this is agonizing!